Okay, my problem is, I don't understand myself, or why I do some stuff that I do, like why do I read as much as I do, or why do I feel hungry so often? What causes me to act one way or act another, sometimes I act angry when I'm not feeling it at all, sometimes I cry and act upset when there's nothing there but the emptiness. What drives me to make myself an outcast the way I do (Or did, I think I've stopped trying to do that). What inspired me to do my new years resolution however was a documentary on anorexic people and why they do that. The symptoms were exactly how I acted in fifth grade, but I never became anorexic, what caused me to flip all of a sudden, I think it went back even earlier than that, at 9 years old I suddenly became a very mean person.
My goal is to do a psychoanalysis of myself over the course of the year, and make it into a journal, this journal will contain theories of what causes me to do some things and what causes me to act one way and write down what caused. I got a notebook for Christmas (Vey cool looking thing!) I can use that for it.
It's a Kirby group!
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